It's been one month since my last entry. 30 days. A lot happens in 30 days. Another house payment due, utility payments, people get married, people pass away. I see both in my businesses and emotions can be the same for either occasion. You expect when there is a wedding that people are happy and joyful and filled with expectations, but not always. When there is a funeral you expect people to be sad and full of unhappiness. There can be a lot of stress and anxiety during the planning of a wedding and sometimes it is a blessing when the loved one goes to their "new life", because of all their suffering. In this new month of July I will look for all my blessings and aim to fulfill my own expectations. 2 months of no A.S. and 1 month of no chocolate! It can be done.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
It's been one month since my last entry. 30 days. A lot happens in 30 days. Another house payment due, utility payments, people get married, people pass away. I see both in my businesses and emotions can be the same for either occasion. You expect when there is a wedding that people are happy and joyful and filled with expectations, but not always. When there is a funeral you expect people to be sad and full of unhappiness. There can be a lot of stress and anxiety during the planning of a wedding and sometimes it is a blessing when the loved one goes to their "new life", because of all their suffering. In this new month of July I will look for all my blessings and aim to fulfill my own expectations. 2 months of no A.S. and 1 month of no chocolate! It can be done.
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Well said, Sistah!
We're still amazed that only two months have gone by since we got here.
We're certain that if we had to go back "there" we'd need serious tranquilizers right away!
Keep on!
Bro
You have a nice way to say things, for example "when a loved one goes to their new life". Take care of yourself through the busy time as you enjoy the challenges of the events you have scheduled. We are proud of you beyond measure.
Thanks for the encouragement. I need these words to drown out the negative voice in my head. Doubt, fear, failure. But like Yoda said, there is only do or do not, there is no try. So if I go, I'm gonna go big!
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